Kinky's Bleusoup

Only human

Friday, January 30, 2009

Yes, why all the sickeningly sad post? Where has all the good and sweet awesome posts that I should be posting? I don't know either. ask him.

Is it normal for couple to quarrel?
..Normal to have forgetful boyfriends?
..Normal to doubt our boyfriends?
..Normal for them to start looking at others but you?
..Normal to not trust each other sometimes?
..Normal that boyfriends will love you less after sometimes?
..Normal to be taken for granted?
..Normal for things to get blend?

Why can't I be the one to be forgetful?
Why can't you be the one to doubt me?
Why can't I be the one start staring around?
Why can't I be the one to love you less?
Why can't I be the one to take you for granted?
Why isn't it me?

Are those all normal? Or is it just us...
Will love really get stronger after we work through the difficulties together?

Will it this time?

Sometimes sweet memories haunt me. Because they won't happen again no matter how hard we try. Yet, I'm always craving for it. I wish I am forgetful so that they won't be carved on my heart. Sigh is this the side effects of love? Or is it us...

I wish there's a power to take me away from you it doesn't matter what it is, illness or sickness then maybe you will start realizing..

I miss being loved.
After crying buckets of tears, I'm not getting anything.

No matter how much I write, I cry, I do for you, we will still be the same like this right? Can we change for the better? I think I am slowly dying..

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Posted by Wency @ 6:57 PM |